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Thursday, October 29, 2009

akhir

heheheh.... bnyk mende yang last jadik dalam hidup aku dlm thn 2009 ni.....

first, ni tahun akhir aku blaja
2nd, hidup bujang aku pun akhir tahun ni gak... dah tamat dah pun...
3rd, aku anak mak n abah yang akhir kawen, n mmg betul2 akhir la mak abah wat kenduri kawen....
4th, aku sem akhir tahun ni gak...
seterusnya, aku baru abes paper exam final yang mmg akhir la....
next, berakhir la tahun aku berada di sarawak ni... (harap2 tak kene sini dah, jgn ade sape2 comment cakap aku dpt sini lagik, siap ko!!!)
seterusnya lagik, berakhir dah la penglibatan aku dalam vbal di sarawak ni, naim united, korg mmg team yang best.....
akhir lagik? aku pun dah tatau dah.... bnyk la mende yang berakhir tahun 2009 ni...

Another bad day..

Imagine having 2 bad days in a row? Arghh!!! This time i'm the victim... What do you feel when you are not a warden but you have to inspect the hostel as early as 650a.m-7.30am and you have a class as early as 730 a.m. Let me tell you it is tiring to rush from the hostel block to the academic block.. ye la kalo lmbat kang *** marah... Dlm penat2 tu terus proceed ngan lesson. Byg la kepenatan nye.. unluckily my activity of the day berjaya di complete 5mins before the class end. Budak lak mcm bese la... ade a few kaki tidur tegar.. yg kejut skali, die bukak mate.. kite blah je terus tumbang blk.. do u expect cikgu nk berdiri sebelah every student tu n kejut every second diorg tdo???!!! x kuasa ah... Nk dijadikan citer, mase tu la *** lalu kat kelas n marah budak2 tdo.. padahal bukan aku x tau die wat camtu sebenarnye tuju kat cikgu dalam kelas.. ntah la x paham.. bukan ke sebelum dpt pangkat tinggi dalam sekolah, semua orang akan mula sebagai cikgu biase.. tp *** mcm x penah jd cikgu.. x memahami langsung situasi pelajar dan guru. Bayangla dalam keadaan penat x habes lagi.. Ade je yg mencari pasal.. Memang aku marah.. Br je nk cool down kantin ade lak yg timbulkan kemarahan aku. terus hilang mood nk makan.... Skarang ni lak rase cam ade benda yg x kena je.. tatau la apa pulak kali ni. huhuhuhuh.. harap2 nye tade la mende yg x elok jadi lagi :(

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

a bad day...

Today is a day full of moody people and misfortunes.. Ade je yg cr pasal kat sekolah.. Not with me but it's annoying to see the authorities misuse their power on others. Kalau diorg tu mmg sgt perfect blhla nk sound orang lebih2.. tp nk sound org pn ade cara and adabnya.. feel sorry to my collegues yg x bernasib baik hr ni... sabar la kawan-kawan.. kita kan yang menurut perintah..

Apart org2 yg bad mood kat skolah, i just realized that ada org cube nk pecah masuk my car rupenye. Suspected time of crime is between 6pm, 26th Oct - 2pm 28th Oct.. mesti org kat kawasan apartment tu.. huhuh.. br je major servis kete on monday which costed me a fortune. Next gaji will only be in end of Nov.. now tepaksa repair the doorlock and the door handle... tape la.. kene redha.. ni ujian.. mungkin juga sebagai peringatan untuk hambaNya yang sentiasa leka dan lalai... Astaghfirullah.. Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku ya Allah... Lindungilah diriku serta ahli keluargaku.. Amin...

P/S: Good Luck to my beloved husband who is sitting for his final exam this week... May Allah be with you :)

Monday, October 26, 2009

ME LOVE BAKING N MAKING DESSERT :)

I'm not good in cooking but i would say that i'm pretty good in baking (sori la ye i masuk bakul angkat sendiri :P) well.. really... i enjoyed baking so much.. it's a lot of fun and a stress therapy for me.. especially when it involves decoration..

since school.. every raya will be a platform for me to try new recipes for cookies and biscuits.. too bad i didnt take any pics.. besides yang kat bwh ni, i used to bake choc cakes, cheese cakes, caramel puddings, sagu gula melaka n many more. rase nk wat bisnes baking pn ade gak.. tp nk kene ade oven yg besar sket baru blh. tu pn if ada org nk tempah.. hahaha ade ke? here are some of my 'artworks' in these 2 years. Mane2 yg ada gamba je la hehe :P



the brownies


first try vanilla cupcakes


the pineapple tarts


biskut raya wat kat welly 2006


trifle pudding



honey cornflakes


the puffy cream puff


carrot walnut cup cake with cream cheese frosting


another version of carrot walnut cupcakes

P/S: FYI i never had proper learning session.. try n error, tgk tv n surfing the net :)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

my productive weekend

i had a really productive weekend this week. Not that i managed to achieve all my targets a listed here (:P) but managed to do quite a few things and spent less time lazying around at home. hurm where to start..

let's start from the car.. an accident happened to my car (jgn risau bukan eksiden langgar kete tu... hehe). So, I spent my Saturday cleaning up the mess in my car. Last Sunday someone accicently spill half of a mcD orange juice in my car (just before i head back to jb from kl). So being the forgetful-me, i totally forgotten about it when i arrived in jb + the tiredness of driving. i didn't realized the interior carpet of the passenger seat has successfully absorbed the juice and i was welcomed with a stench as i step into the car next morning. At that moment then i remebered about the juice and it's already too late.. tried to dry up the mess on my own but i failed..

so i decided to send the car to the carwash.. hoping that the so called professionals will be able to clear the mess. unfortunately, it became worse. and the weather for the whole week was not helping too. it has been raining and there was no way for me to jemur my car. i've been enduring the stench for a week. nasib baik la skola dekat.. kalo x memang mati x bernafas dlm kete.. hahaha.. anyway.. through out the week i tried to clear the stench by buying all sort of air freshners and deodorizers but to no avail.. i still couldnt get rid of the stench. Then i came across an article on the Net that suggests a few things/ways to get rid of any odour in your car. Now let me share with what you can do if you ever experience the same thing.

Here what you can do without spending your money on the costly-not working-air freshner or deodorizers. The most important things that you need are a special vaccum cleaner for water and a sunny day and of course you need other things like detergent, sponge or scourer. in this case i just used the powder detergent and a small cleaning brush. Dilute the detergent in some water and just splash your carpet with it. scrub clean and vaccum the water. do it a few times to ensure that you have got all the juices out. then dry your car in the sun until your carpet is totally dry. do make sure it is TOTALLY dry!! If not it is not worth the effort.

Then, to really ensure that your carpet doesnt smell anymore, throw some baking soda (yes, the baking soda that you use for baking) on the area affected and leave it over night. vacuum the baking soda on the next morning. Insya-Allah there will be no stench anymore. My car smells good now :) So there goes my Saturday. I rewarded my hard work with homebaked brownies.. yummy.. will share the recipe next time. Thanks to mamafami.fotopages for the recipe. here how the brownies look like.


On Sunday, i spent half of my day at school. Cleaning up my workspace - changing the table with better ones before any new teacher reports to the school tomorrow. they can have the old clumsy and faulty tables... muahahahaha :P Silly me. I forgot to snap the before-after picture.. haha.. Well it's better not to show the before picture isn't it? My workspace is neat now.. (Bersemangat nk wat keje.. hehehe ) I also prepared some materials for my classes tomorrow before heading home to laze around :P

So, there goes my weekend. Quite occupied but i still have time to ramble this long.. hehe. Wonder whether anyone reads? x kesah la janji ku bahagia.. haha.. ciao.

Friday, October 23, 2009

SEDIH :( :( :( :(

IN A VERY2 SAD SITUATION... SEDEYH YG AMAT... とても かなしい です。

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Al-Fatihah.....

As I was getting ready for work this morning.. there was an incoming sms.. at first i thought it was my husband.... then i realised it was `Ainur. Remember my story about her niece ?

Her sms read:
"salam. `Aishah, nur fatimah mninggal td. "
Innalillahi wa ilahi raji'uun... Semoga Allah mencucuri roh Baby Nur.. To `Ainur's family, be strong.. sesungguhnya ada hikmah disebalik semua yang terjadi..


To whoever reads this... sama2 kita sedekahkan al-fatihah buat Baby Nur Fatimah..

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

jangann.......

jangan ape nye?... hehe tade ape pun,.. just aku ni ha... malas tul nak study, ari ni kuiz ekonomi, satu mende tak bace lagik... ikut hati aku, nak je aku gune ape yang ada dalam kepala otak ni utk jawab nati, baru la test ilmu yang ada kan?

tapi,,,,, masalahnya,,,, ape yg ade dalam kepala aku ni? hahahahah sengalllllllll!!!!!!!!!! belasah je la,,,,

aku semalam duk termangu2 kat tepi tingkap bilik aku... aku duk tgk ade sekor burung ni, burung mende ntah... cantik je die landing atas kabel letrik depan blik aku ni... berbackgroundkan (gile ah, rojak sungguh bahasa aku) sebatang pokok yang sgt lebat....

n aku ni lak, tak pasal2 wat2 cam ade kamera, cari sudut yang aku rase cun nak amek gamba... (ala2 fotografer pro je rupe aku mase tuh) mmg cantik la gamba tuh... burung tuh lak, cam tau2 je aku tgk die, makin die posing... cam2 aksi la die wat.... cume tade aksi terbang terbalik je mase tuh... sbb kalu die terbang tade dah la background pokok n kabel tadik tuh...

tetibe aku terpikir, kan best kalu aku ade slr ke... haihhh... nak beli, duit tuh banyak lagik nak gune utk mende lain.... duk tgk kawan aku beli sebijik, mak ehh... bole beli moto 2nd hand da... tape la ko kaye... hehhe...

aku ni sbrnnya suke nak amek gamba, tapi aku sgt jarang nak bergamba, ish, selalu kene paksa dgn wife aku amek gamba... ngeh2... ape aku ngarut ni... tuh la topik ni, jangann.... jangan ngarut sebenarnya...

p.s - aishah,,,, rase2 paham tak ape maksud disebalik post ni? hehehe

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

First Marhaban..

Ever since I started working in Johor, I've heard the Johorians still practice a few traditions that might be forgotten or slowly forgotten in other places and this includes marhaban. I've heard the word but have no idea how this is carried out. What I know, they will go for marhaban from house to house during hari raya and that's it.

So today, I've got the opportunity to experience marhaban myself. Our F3 students were having marhaban today as part of their post-exam activity. Then I know what marhaban actually is. A group of people will go from house to house and recite the selawat before they are all invited to enjoy the food specially prepared. This activity can strengthen the relationship in a community and turn the raya celebration merrier.. Here are a few snaps of the students and teacher reciting the selawat.. (of coz u cant see me in the picture :P)



P/S: The nasi lemak served was really delicious.. yummy!

hari2 akhir....

hehe... bukan nak mati ye... ngeh2.... ni tgh menghitung hari2 akhir as a student... next week aku dah final exam... pastu ade kissm n then abes terus la aku belaja.... nak sambung master? tgk la cane.... tade minat lagik la....

dalam aku duk kira hari2 ni... aku tepikir gak... bnyk gak menda yang aku kna prepare utk masa depan... rumah, kete, etc,etc.... semua nak gune duit tuh... nasib la dah dapt gaji kan(hopefully dah ada la masa tuh gaji, takut tade je.. ekonomi bukan bagus pun skrg ni)

aku bace entry wife aku, ade ttg tabung tuh... hehhe, yang oii... lambat nye awak mule... ngeh2... saya dah ada dah tabung2 tu... ngeh2..... cume isinya tak le banyak sgt... tapi bole la....

dah dekat2 hari nak final exam ni la macam2 maktab ni wat xtvt... futsal la, takraw la, badminton la, batu seremban la, chess la, ape ntah lagi, karaoke pun ade..... haihh... semua bole menyebabkan fokus lari dari tumpuan nak exam...

heh, dah nak abes dah ek aku blaja.... 5 thn 6 bulan beb... sengal dah aku rase duk maktab ni.... nasib la aku pindah gak dari ipba ke ips miri ni... klau tak, sengal belalang cam tuh je la aku kat satu tempat lama2....

patutnya aku study ni, esok ade kuiz ekonomi,,, tapi perasaan yang menebal ni adalah MALAS... camne? haihhh.....

Monday, October 19, 2009

Monday Blues~

I don't really look forward for mondays except if it is a holiday.. hahaha.. i've been away from school for a week last week - attended a course in Bagan Lalang for 3 days from 12-14th continued with a CRK and Deepavali holidays.. it's good to leave the school and students once in a while (didnt really enjoy the course tho..)



Met my ex-roomate, `Ainur and her sister Kak Najah at the course. Found out that her 1st newborn niece, Nur Fatimah who is 3 months is in ICU at Putrajaya Hospital. Baby Nur is in a coma due to concussion.. (doctors couldnt tell much on the cause) and there's nothing can be done at this moment except pray to Allah to save baby Nur.. I havent seen baby Nur myself except for her pictures shown by `Ainur.. She's such a cute baby ..
Just now `Ainur told me the doctor said Baby Nur tenat and looks like she is nearing her final days... Whoever reads this, please pray for her...

Talking bout babies.. accompanied a mum-to-be (a collegue of mine) for last minute shopping. Havent walked around the baby section for quite sometime and i did enjoy myself looking at the cute baby clothes and stuffs.. (haha one of my other collegue said, "elokla datang, amek berkat ibu mengandung") Suddenly i started thinking about babies and the expenses needed if you are expecting a baby. Gosh, there are a lot of things to buy if you are having a baby. Realized that we need to start saving from now.. As i walked around the shop i was thinking on creating a few 'tabung' for savings.. at least 2.. one special saving for baby (walaupun tatau lagi bile akan ade..) and another one for our house (bile dh pindah umah sendiri nanti mestila nak kena beli sofa la, meja la and lain2..hehe) So need to spend wisely from now on!

Back to the school, today felt like the time moves very slow.. quite lazy to go to class as i'm still in holiday mode.. hehe Nonetheless, managed to drag myself to the 2 classes (haih 2 kelas je hr ni pn malas nak msuk :P). Students also seem to be still in their holiday mood, so i just played along with them and do what ever we have to do. there will be a lot of things to be done this week..

  1. finish teaching Looking for a rain god (out of sudden the exam for F4 starts next week..huhu)
  2. siapkan skt for borang prestasi
  3. finish marking F4 essay books (which i don't really enjoy marking)
  4. finalize the PLBS n ULBS files (tired of reminding and running after students to give me their evidences)
  5. collect more books and mark them (especially literature and p.seni books)
  6. update my record book with headcount guru and pergerakan guru
Hurm that should be enough for the time being.. (ni x tentu berjaya buat semua lagi ni) but i will try my best to complete as much as possible. wish me luck!

Mak aih panjang la pulak my ramblings ni kan.. Lesson esok x prepare lagi.. Ta~

air mata

semalam baru je aku balik dari jumpa wife aku.... haihh.... kembali smula ke kehidupan yang rutinnya hari2 sama.... FYI blog ni aku kongsi dgn wife aku... so tgk2 la penggunaan bahasa tuh, klau rase cam pmpuan tulis, tuh wife aku la tuh... ni aku yg tulis...

aku cukup sedey tgk air mata wife aku ngalir mase aku nak balik... aku penah bagitau die, aku tak suke tgk die nanges.... bukan sebab ape, setiap air mata die yang jatuh, cam menghiris hati aku ni... sebak giler bebb.... hehe... sedey la weh... dalam dekat 7 bulan ni, berapa lama je kitorg dpt duk sekali... haihh...

Aku sentiasa doa kat Tuhan, moga2 aku posting nati, dpt tempat sama dengan die... tolong la doa2kan utk kami juge ye... InsyaAllah, aku tau Tuhan tu Maha Adil dan Maha Mendengar... aku dah tak tahan dah duk jauh2 camni... costly n sgt2 seksa rasenye...

aku perlu tahan sebulan je lagi ni, n aku harap aku tak perlu dah tgk air mata wife aku bila aku nak balik ke sini lagik dah.... love u soooo much!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

far apart

here i am in jb and he is back in miri. back to the normal dull routine without him.. huhu..

Ya Allah..
please give us the strength to face the coming days apart..
and hope that we will be united again.. soon..
Amiin.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

7 bulan....

assalamualaikum.... sedar tak sedar, pejam celik pejam celik, dah tujun bulan dah aku kawen... cam tak percaya je kan... umur baru 23 dah kawen... b4 aku kawen dulu, macam2 tentangan aku dapat dari pelbagai pihak, letih koi nak menjawab... tapi cam org cakap, hati dah mau, aku tetap tekad gak... n aku dah berjaya buktikan...
bukan nak berlagak ke ape, cume aku rase, kawen muda ni tak salah... bnyk kebaikan gak kan... takyah la aku citer satu2 ape kebaikan nyer ... korg pk la sndri...
tetiba aku rase cam nak wat blog... hehe... kalau korg rase aku ni merapu ke ape ke, jgn marah la...

dah tujuh bulan aku kawen, cam2 hal dah berlaku dalam hidup aku sejak kawen ni... semua nye berbagai la.. ade suke, ade sedih, ade pening, ade kelam kabut, ade ntah ape2.... tapi yang aku tau n aku nak cakap, mmg sangat menarik kehidupan aku skrg ni....

semuanya aku rase mudah dan semuanya lancar je lepas kawen.... murah rezeki agaknya... harap2 berkekalan la rezeki yang Tuhan kurniakan ini....

hari ni genap tujuh bulan aku kawen, n aku masih igt lagik saat aku lafazkan akad tuh... gigil gak beb. ,,
tapi sekali lafaz je aku dah sah jadi suami kepada isteri tercinta 'a-ishah othman.... :)
tak sangka lak aku ni boleh hadapi yang aku ni boleh kawen mase belajar...

dengan usaha aku jual itu, jual ini, dapat la kumpul duit sket2... lepas la kan... n wife aku pun sgt uderstanding... die banyak bantu aku n bagi kekuatan pada aku untuk hadapi semua ni...
family aku pun same.... Syukur lah aku ade org2 yang sgt2 memberi sokongan kepada aku ni....

panjang ke aku post ni? ntah la... aku fikir cukup la dulu... kelas ekonomi ni pun dah nak abes... junpa lagi nanti...
assalamualaikum...