akhir

heheheh.... bnyk mende yang last jadik dalam hidup aku dlm thn 2009 ni.....

first, ni tahun akhir aku blaja
2nd, hidup bujang aku pun akhir tahun ni gak... dah tamat dah pun...
3rd, aku anak mak n abah yang akhir kawen, n mmg betul2 akhir la mak abah wat kenduri kawen....
4th, aku sem akhir tahun ni gak...
seterusnya, aku baru abes paper exam final yang mmg akhir la....
next, berakhir la tahun aku berada di sarawak ni... (harap2 tak kene sini dah, jgn ade sape2 comment cakap aku dpt sini lagik, siap ko!!!)
seterusnya lagik, berakhir dah la penglibatan aku dalam vbal di sarawak ni, naim united, korg mmg team yang best.....
akhir lagik? aku pun dah tatau dah.... bnyk la mende yang berakhir tahun 2009 ni...

Another bad day..

Imagine having 2 bad days in a row? Arghh!!! This time i'm the victim... What do you feel when you are not a warden but you have to inspect the hostel as early as 650a.m-7.30am and you have a class as early as 730 a.m. Let me tell you it is tiring to rush from the hostel block to the academic block.. ye la kalo lmbat kang *** marah... Dlm penat2 tu terus proceed ngan lesson. Byg la kepenatan nye.. unluckily my activity of the day berjaya di complete 5mins before the class end. Budak lak mcm bese la... ade a few kaki tidur tegar.. yg kejut skali, die bukak mate.. kite blah je terus tumbang blk.. do u expect cikgu nk berdiri sebelah every student tu n kejut every second diorg tdo???!!! x kuasa ah... Nk dijadikan citer, mase tu la *** lalu kat kelas n marah budak2 tdo.. padahal bukan aku x tau die wat camtu sebenarnye tuju kat cikgu dalam kelas.. ntah la x paham.. bukan ke sebelum dpt pangkat tinggi dalam sekolah, semua orang akan mula sebagai cikgu biase.. tp *** mcm x penah jd cikgu.. x memahami langsung situasi pelajar dan guru. Bayangla dalam keadaan penat x habes lagi.. Ade je yg mencari pasal.. Memang aku marah.. Br je nk cool down kantin ade lak yg timbulkan kemarahan aku. terus hilang mood nk makan.... Skarang ni lak rase cam ade benda yg x kena je.. tatau la apa pulak kali ni. huhuhuhuh.. harap2 nye tade la mende yg x elok jadi lagi :(

a bad day...

Today is a day full of moody people and misfortunes.. Ade je yg cr pasal kat sekolah.. Not with me but it's annoying to see the authorities misuse their power on others. Kalau diorg tu mmg sgt perfect blhla nk sound orang lebih2.. tp nk sound org pn ade cara and adabnya.. feel sorry to my collegues yg x bernasib baik hr ni... sabar la kawan-kawan.. kita kan yang menurut perintah..

Apart org2 yg bad mood kat skolah, i just realized that ada org cube nk pecah masuk my car rupenye. Suspected time of crime is between 6pm, 26th Oct - 2pm 28th Oct.. mesti org kat kawasan apartment tu.. huhuh.. br je major servis kete on monday which costed me a fortune. Next gaji will only be in end of Nov.. now tepaksa repair the doorlock and the door handle... tape la.. kene redha.. ni ujian.. mungkin juga sebagai peringatan untuk hambaNya yang sentiasa leka dan lalai... Astaghfirullah.. Ampunkan dosa-dosa ku ya Allah... Lindungilah diriku serta ahli keluargaku.. Amin...

P/S: Good Luck to my beloved husband who is sitting for his final exam this week... May Allah be with you :)

ME LOVE BAKING N MAKING DESSERT :)

I'm not good in cooking but i would say that i'm pretty good in baking (sori la ye i masuk bakul angkat sendiri :P) well.. really... i enjoyed baking so much.. it's a lot of fun and a stress therapy for me.. especially when it involves decoration..

since school.. every raya will be a platform for me to try new recipes for cookies and biscuits.. too bad i didnt take any pics.. besides yang kat bwh ni, i used to bake choc cakes, cheese cakes, caramel puddings, sagu gula melaka n many more. rase nk wat bisnes baking pn ade gak.. tp nk kene ade oven yg besar sket baru blh. tu pn if ada org nk tempah.. hahaha ade ke? here are some of my 'artworks' in these 2 years. Mane2 yg ada gamba je la hehe :P



the brownies


first try vanilla cupcakes


the pineapple tarts


biskut raya wat kat welly 2006


trifle pudding



honey cornflakes


the puffy cream puff


carrot walnut cup cake with cream cheese frosting


another version of carrot walnut cupcakes

P/S: FYI i never had proper learning session.. try n error, tgk tv n surfing the net :)

my productive weekend

i had a really productive weekend this week. Not that i managed to achieve all my targets a listed here (:P) but managed to do quite a few things and spent less time lazying around at home. hurm where to start..

let's start from the car.. an accident happened to my car (jgn risau bukan eksiden langgar kete tu... hehe). So, I spent my Saturday cleaning up the mess in my car. Last Sunday someone accicently spill half of a mcD orange juice in my car (just before i head back to jb from kl). So being the forgetful-me, i totally forgotten about it when i arrived in jb + the tiredness of driving. i didn't realized the interior carpet of the passenger seat has successfully absorbed the juice and i was welcomed with a stench as i step into the car next morning. At that moment then i remebered about the juice and it's already too late.. tried to dry up the mess on my own but i failed..

so i decided to send the car to the carwash.. hoping that the so called professionals will be able to clear the mess. unfortunately, it became worse. and the weather for the whole week was not helping too. it has been raining and there was no way for me to jemur my car. i've been enduring the stench for a week. nasib baik la skola dekat.. kalo x memang mati x bernafas dlm kete.. hahaha.. anyway.. through out the week i tried to clear the stench by buying all sort of air freshners and deodorizers but to no avail.. i still couldnt get rid of the stench. Then i came across an article on the Net that suggests a few things/ways to get rid of any odour in your car. Now let me share with what you can do if you ever experience the same thing.

Here what you can do without spending your money on the costly-not working-air freshner or deodorizers. The most important things that you need are a special vaccum cleaner for water and a sunny day and of course you need other things like detergent, sponge or scourer. in this case i just used the powder detergent and a small cleaning brush. Dilute the detergent in some water and just splash your carpet with it. scrub clean and vaccum the water. do it a few times to ensure that you have got all the juices out. then dry your car in the sun until your carpet is totally dry. do make sure it is TOTALLY dry!! If not it is not worth the effort.

Then, to really ensure that your carpet doesnt smell anymore, throw some baking soda (yes, the baking soda that you use for baking) on the area affected and leave it over night. vacuum the baking soda on the next morning. Insya-Allah there will be no stench anymore. My car smells good now :) So there goes my Saturday. I rewarded my hard work with homebaked brownies.. yummy.. will share the recipe next time. Thanks to mamafami.fotopages for the recipe. here how the brownies look like.

On Sunday, i spent half of my day at school. Cleaning up my workspace - changing the table with better ones before any new teacher reports to the school tomorrow. they can have the old clumsy and faulty tables... muahahahaha :P Silly me. I forgot to snap the before-after picture.. haha.. Well it's better not to show the before picture isn't it? My workspace is neat now.. (Bersemangat nk wat keje.. hehehe ) I also prepared some materials for my classes tomorrow before heading home to laze around :P

So, there goes my weekend. Quite occupied but i still have time to ramble this long.. hehe. Wonder whether anyone reads? x kesah la janji ku bahagia.. haha.. ciao.

SEDIH :( :( :( :(

IN A VERY2 SAD SITUATION... SEDEYH YG AMAT... とても　かなしい　です。

Al-Fatihah.....

As I was getting ready for work this morning.. there was an incoming sms.. at first i thought it was my husband.... then i realised it was `Ainur. Remember my story about her niece ?

Her sms read:

"salam. `Aishah, nur fatimah mninggal td. "

Innalillahi wa ilahi raji'uun... Semoga Allah mencucuri roh Baby Nur.. To `Ainur's family, be strong.. sesungguhnya ada hikmah disebalik semua yang terjadi..


To whoever reads this... sama2 kita sedekahkan al-fatihah buat Baby Nur Fatimah..